7.04.2009

Everyone is saying "I'm bored" anyway.

So here's something to read, a few things to talk about:


Am I the only one noticing that for the past [too long], emotions have run high ?
Very, very high.
Everyone is screaming and crying in their status, everyone's pictures have some sort of sad song caption under them. I won't call it pathetic, it isn't.
It's sad.
No teenager should be as miserable as we are now. So why are we ?
[And by the way, don't answer that yet]
Come onnn, people. Look at what's real here.



Or, should I say...realize.
Realize what's going on.



I get tired of trying so hard to be a friend when all that happens is a failed friendship.
And then you wanna blame me.
Me ??
I don't understand it, I only want to be there for you.
I get sick of being told I am a friend, and treated like the kidd that nobody wants on their team in gym class. I kick just as hard as everybody else. I catch just as well as anyone could. I scream at the other team to distract them just as obnoxiously as the other kids do, or at least I can. Don't pick me last.


But of course, somebody has to be last.


As for being told, you know I kinda sorta believe you when you say that. And on a side note, if you don't want me to be involved, don't say it. It's that simple.
I like to think that the relationships I make are real ones. And when I tell you I love you, not just saying in a serious relationship, I mean it. Love is not a word meant to be misused. It's not a basketball, you can't just dribble it for yourself then shoot it when you want the point.
You've got to cherish it.


And why is it a fact that kidds get teased when they get real ?
Are you kidding me ? You are kidding right ?
Oh you're serious.
Really ?
Just because someone thinks differently, or decides to share what their thinking, does NOT make them "lame". It doesn't make them "gay" (a word which is veryyyy misused).


Side note -Gay: having or showing a merry, lively mood; bright or showy; homosexual.
NOT -Stupid, dumb, crazy, weird, unfair, ignorant, etc. e t c . So stop using it in every other sentence. Get over it.


Back to the fact: someone who thinks, maybe even on a higher level than you, should be given a pat on the back. Popularity is too often based on looks and "coolness" and whatever and not on maturity and actual charisma.
So don't be dumb.


On another note, why is it so funny when someone unexpected likes you ?
Or why is there a "wow" response to an "I like you" text ?
Or why do you have to roll your eyes when you're the only one in their eyes ?
What is the mother freakin problem ?
It means they like you. You should be flattered. You should at least give a polite thanks or no thanks. Even if you weren't raised better than that, you could TRY to act a little more considerate.
This is real life, guyss. Not Mean Girls.
There are no "rules" to being popular, or getting through high school, or having everyone like you.


N E W S F L A S H ;;
Everyone is NOT going to like you. Period.
So get over yourself. Seriously. The big head doesn't fit you. At all.


Sigh. So in the event that I am a bit tired and getting somewhat fed up with the very things I'm writing about, I'm going to call it a night.
But you better believe there is a to be continued stamp down there.




to be continued.